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*thief*
i ran into a thief ytd at work. totally terrible. (: but tt made me famous, in a superbly wrong way. so excitg to know i ran aft one. wot an experience u cant get frm sch or anywhr else. but unluckily, i din catch e thief. got me totally disappointed. i felt like i din do my job properly. damn~ how retarded could i get? den again, i was afraid of e thief in some ways. aftall, im a gal. ((:

*joseph*
were offically over over. like its been so long but i'd like ot remind myself. i dont like it when im out and he sms(es) me such shit like how i am. its totally redundant aft seeg how he hurt me ytd. totally dumb of me la. i knew it. hes totally heartless. speakg abt honesty tho, im glad hes honest. but hes somewhat bullshittg me into a mirage of him still lovg me? which is totally crap can? dunno. numbed- to b sad or to b happy. i think vic shld know la huh ((: i dont wish to ever fall fer a bus3rd. i dont like callg him one. but c'mon, wots e use to not callg him one when he acts like one? redundant..

*cin's chalet*
a blast! played 21. and guess wot, i needed my lucky charm clarence to b thr la.. (: won a bit but towards e end, lost it all. but nvm, its just money. some thgs like trust and honesty and love cant b bought purely with money. neither can e nametag of being a bus3rd b bought in such a way right? anw, it was great seeg them all. cindy mommy rocks. i'd nv forget ur swt face when u saw me. duh~ im so swt right? such a joyous day, such a joyous day.

*birthday*
a bigger blast. made possible by all my frens who went fer e partay. as fer tt one who wasnt invited, im sorry. but i don think u have e GUTS yet to face my frens? anw, back to e topic. shant drriifft ta unhappy stuff.. lets see.
everyone who loved me wished me. and thanks cos i loved u too. dis yr's b'dae worked successfully w/o me in a rship. i guess its a blessg in disguise. thanks jo. u made my b'dae a killer. now i know, b'dae are fer frens and family NOT purely boyfriends. wake up ur ideas sharmaine. totally immature. but well, im finally 16teen. (: god bless me! anw, once again, would like ta thank all ths who wished me. thankssss (o:

*christmas*
a bigger big blast. haha!!! ((: weeeeeeeeeee* u know right viccc?

*tsunami tidal wave asia*
i feel totally upset abt e whole situation can? its totally unhappy. i was suppose to go thr too with my dad. but thank god. mayb its just god tryg ta protect me. (: i hope families get e will to survive and tt in this turmoil would god be with all of them and guide them to e road of recoverg emotionally and physically. may ths worried fam members find their families ( dead or alive) i cant stand e thought of ppl dyg without their kin to recognise them. its like damn sad. i was tellg my mom its e worst way to die. totally screwed la. seeg it hit everywhr.. somehow, i got this feelg somethg bad is comg on again. and i hope spore stays safe. firts terrorist den natural disasters. its as tho Mother NAture is tryin ta get sth into us dont ya think? (: sigh. wotevr it is.. im upset abt this whole thg. its like e end of the world can? ))))): so start livg everyday like it was ur last day and u would die w/o regrets!!! yesssssh!! (: -winkies-